080608

what a good combination number. hahaha

its already a year, since i don’t write this blog. hehehe how am i doing? i am really fine in here with my chay. same chay with a year ago. i never meant to change it till my marrige and till i die. hehehe insyaAllah. since i already declared pass my exam, people often ask “when will you married?” hehehe. my answer “wish us the best, maybe 5 or 6 years later” amin. my chay is always still the same, but i love him. =P

i don’t know how we make it, but i want to make it. pay me yah. LUPHE

August first 2007

dear all

today i’m gonna talk about my anniversary….

sometimes i was bleessed but sometimes i feel down, two event on the same day, the good one and the bad one

i don’t know, how i am suppose to do…

happy anniversary honey

i love you

installing in the SUN OS server

kita pake sun solaris 10 yang lum ada apa2nya jadi musti instal gcc, lex dll

langkah pertama adalah mendownload package yang ada blaztwave.com supaya ada perintah pkg-get untukand test by using pkg-get to install the gnu autoconf, automake and gsed packages.

trus biz itu binggung

2 juli 2007

huaaahhh, hari ini baru masuk hari pertama pkl.

karena ada satu dan lain hal para pejabat yang nanganin bidang kajian gw pada ga ada., alhasil hari ini gw kerja luntang lantung. muda2an besok bapak2 itu pada ada y

hari ini jam 7 pagi gw nungguin temen gw di pos satpam bersama bapak satpam yang baik hati pak rohmat yusf ma sumantri.jam8 pergi ke ruang pusdatin tapi ibunya lum daten, kita ketemu ma bu des. trus dikenalin deh ma bapak wendi. dia programer na tuh, sama pa ujang.

nah yang nanganin bidang kajiannya adalah bapak hermana. dia lagi ke banjarmasin.

oh bapak hermana cepatlah pulang.

24/05/07

my birthday is 16th may, and i’m 20 by now. not another teenage. feeling going on twenty?? i was curious bout what’s my boyfriend gonna do in my birthday, well i mean what surprise he would make. hahaha

we almost 10 month dating. it’s a quite short term. but i had never been here bofore. so this is the longest path i’ve ever have. “he often say can we make it?”. i said “i don’t know, i hope”. that’s really a hope

26/05/07

Today, feeling upset about him. actually i’m happy for him because he’s buying a new laptop. yipeeee, gud for u honey.

uuuuhhhh, i already warn him about this before. in jakarta he seems don’t care about me. hahaha it doent mean that he should always phone me or sms me all the time. but today is too much. and i’m getting worried if we should make a long distance relationship.

God I hate him today

oiya, i want to tell u something, we actually have a backstreet relationship because of his mother. in the beggining, i was not to worry about this, i can handle it. it is a common thing, i though. and i’m not always meeting his parent though.
and now i’m getting tired of it. not because of his mother or other thing that not straight connected with us. he is the one that makes me can’t stand.his worried is extraordinary suck. makes me always re-think about ours. sampe kapan y gw bertahan??

07/05/07

haha,

yesterday he when we arrived back to bogor, he suddenly said that he was running out of his underwear, and he had to go to his mess soon to wash it. before he got to his mess, i was offering him to wear my Panty??? hahha can u believe that? i’m offering him to wear my panty??? what was i thinking, actually that was the joke i made, but feel stupid when i’m remembering it. and then we laughed together, don’t care what people think.

he refused to wear my panty, and i suggested him not to wear underwear for a while, yaickssss, what did it feels right? but it’s an easy access to go. hahaha just kidding.

he refused it back. then with all the blood and soul (?????) he ironed his washed underwear and wear it till now, hehe

silly us

030507

today i am getting sick of his hobbies of palying DOT-A
how far should i tolerate him? he’s getting addicted to it…
and i hate to seeing him like this.

haha, love can be so selfish huh?
why can i be so angry? why should i care about him of playing that game?
not angry i think, just sick.